Monday, 31 December 2012
Friday, 14 December 2012
When someone lies to you they don't deserve your trust.
When someone is unfaithful they don't deserve your love.
When someone purposely causes you pain they don't deserve to see your tears.
When someone pushes you away that's your cue to leave.
When someone has to keep apologizing forgive yourself for letting them wrong you.
When someone blocks you out learn to walk away.
Tuesday, 28 August 2012
The morning brings many a wonderful thing. For one... its cool and quite. The whisps of warm light slowly permeate all that it touches. What could be more invigorating yet calming. Certainly not catching the bus before the whole shebang gets underway. Yeah. Morning to you too.
Friday, 8 June 2012
I roll over to look at the clock
Only 2 a.m. and he's doing his thing
I climb out of bed to find something to fling
No luck this time so I cover my ears
I must sleep, being late is one of my greatest fears
Tossing and turning I get no relief
How the hell will I ever get back to sleep?
One hour passes and turns into two
I could think of only one thing to do
I hop out of bed and through the door I go
Now this is a trick that only a few know
Once in the throne room I take a seat
Closing my eyes I focus on my heart beat
Within second it's done and my bladder is free
I return to the covers that snuggle around me
I close my eyes and images become life
I float blissfully along but my alarm is like a knife
I'm severed from my dreams before they quite begin
I swear going to work this early must be a sin
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
I've been working on some different things in my life so we'll see how those things pan out.
I hope to get at least one post a week out this month. If I'm inspired, you may get more than that ;)
Have a great day
See you soon
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Monday, 21 May 2012
Thursday, 17 May 2012
No sounds in the dark
Misery impales me
My body ripped apart
Limb by limb
Exposing my dying heart
Blood and agony
All I'm left with is pain
Alone and empty
I have nothing to gain
It's nothing new
Not since meeting you
I feel it
Slow and sharp
Tearing at flesh
They call it love
Wednesday, 16 May 2012
Mother's Day has just passed and being a home body these days my option for presents were fairly limited however the day was saved thanks to Mall Internationale's mother's Day Promotion. I won a dinner for two for my mommy :) We had it on Monday night and it was nice :) however looking back on the actual Mother's Day I'd say we had a pretty eventful morning.
In the kitchen one expects to find food, cutlery, crockery and cooking appliances mostly. One does not expect to find evil lurking in the base of a plant pot. That is just what we stumbled upon that morning.
Out of the corner of her eye she saw something move. This particular something was snuggled comfortable on the floor around the base of a plant pot. Despite its notable size it was rather quick footed.
Though we tried to strike with a shoe, we missed and behind the stove it went. The hunt for the centipede was put on hold for we had to embark on a hunt for bug spray. I kept watch while mommy found it and then we began again, one of us at either side of the stove and spraying behind it. Unfortunately the bastard decided to exit on my side and fled behind the fridge.
Positions were changed and we started spraying behind the fridge. Mom was caught off guard when it decided to run her way so she grabbed the grill thing from the base of the fridge (to the front) and whacked and whacked. Then it was broken. The grill I mean, not the centipede. He was just stunned and thank God for that cause it gave up time to pull out the bed thing in our arsenal... a cricket bat. Two lashes with that and he stopped movie. My sister with the big fear of centipede came to see the carnage. He was clearly trying to show off cause he moved again. Mommy crushed his back again and some white thingy came out of its moth, then she crushed its head and that was the end of it.
The day was quiet and enjoyable after that but I don't think anyone would have wanted more drama.
Well more stuff coming soonish. I'm working on this thing so we'll see how it pans out.
Wednesday, 2 May 2012
Monday, 30 April 2012
Saturday, 28 April 2012
Another of my older pieces
From Beneath the surface
Come cries of pain
It comes forward again
Every thought of happiness
Drunk with temptations
Screams of irritation
Peace reasoning and patience
Driven by darkness
Locking away logic
Confuses truth with madness
Power from weakness
Each idea contorted and bent
Tunnel vision brings forward
Voices of resentment
The will to live and fight
Must kill and must die
Embrace the black future
Escape? you won't try
Being fought for too long
Anxiety pushes it on
Broken barriers resurrected
It's drive is gone
Dormant once more
Back to normal it seems
Reasoning and sense come
It remains in the body and dreams
This one is a few years old by one of my favourites. Do enjoy :)
Study, you say?
I say NAY!
Why lower my standards
To those of a puppet
Moving to the will of pulled strings
I bow not to you sir
Nor to those you call sir
I bow to no one
The days of bowing have gone
Stand you say?
I say NAY!
I will not stand to those
That stand before me
My loyalties lie with those
Who join my fight for emancipation
I link arms with them
And walk to my freedom
You dare not stop us
Respect you say?
NAY! I say.
I give that where it is due
It is due where it is earned
But not to the likes of you
Who expect it and try to take it
Force earns nothing but distrust
Of which you seem quite fond
Fear you or respect you?
Learn you say?
I will, I say.
But from the things I chose
I learn of the things that you learned
In your days of freedom
After you played the puppet
Willingly and fearfully
I learn of no responsibility
I learn of the adolescent dream
Friday, 27 April 2012
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
Would you still tell me that you love me?
If you knew who I've become
Would you still lay claim to me?
I feel like I was never worthy
I was the one who pushed you
I was the one who made you sick.
That's what I feel sometimes
When I think of all you've missed.
You were there for my first steps
You heard my first words.
You took me to school on the first day
And I didn't cry then.
I knew I would come home to you.
But If I'd known back then
That you wouldn't see me graduate
I would have cried everyday
When I said goodbye to you.
I wish we'd had more time.
I wish we'd made more memories.
I remember what you look like.
I remember the sound of your voice.
I feel like I've failed you
I should remember more.
There is one memory I've held on to
That I promise to keep safe.
It's one of you carrying me.
I was on top of the world
Up on top of your shoulders.
I don't remember the time of day
But I know it was twilight
I remember the most beautiful colours
Swirling around in the sky
The purples and blues and oranges and pinks.
It's no wonder that I love purple
Or that twilight is my favourite time.
When I think of being on your shoulders
My tears go away and I feel safe.
I feel that I can do anything.
I promise I'll be a good girl.
I'll make you proud of me.
I'll be as kind and brave as you.
I will make the world better somehow.
I'll walk in your footsteps
I'll be the daughter you deserved.
I love you daddy.
Monday, 23 April 2012
Friday, 20 April 2012
These dreams just keep getting better. :)
Sunday, 15 April 2012
Smack me and stroke me.
I like how you take away all the pain.
When I feel in your embrace I can finally unwind.
Take me away from here.
Make me forget the world again.
Ferry my mind and body to where bliss and joy reside.
As you trace your way up
from my feet to my thighs and higher.
Then let me sink deep into you gently and slowly.
I want it rough this time.
Like always I come into you bareback.
Flip me over and smother me; make me gasp for air.
As I close my eyes.
Let me drift slowly away with you.
I know it can't last but you always make my day better.
I walk away from you.
I wash away what you'd left on me.
We never part bitterly. I am at peace with the world again.
Friday, 13 April 2012
Wednesday, 14 March 2012
Purples and oranges intermingle in a glorious sky high ballet.
The sun's arch across the vast blue canvas is initiated and culminates in the magnificent,
union of two entities; you the fierce, vibrant orange and I the mellow and regal purple.
Clouds swirl around and collide with us painting the sky in our hues of romance;
brighter and darker and more erratic until our crescendo builds to its peak.
We meet this way to merge and dance without fail or fear each day.
We embrace and welcome each joining with grace.
The dance at dawn to welcome the day culminates in an explosion of light and energy as you dominate,
leaving me to lead the dusk ballet as the sun takes its bow.